The Man With More Than 1 Identity

As you may have read below, I once met a man who offered me hope. It took me a while to accept his offer but once I warmed to him I submitted myself to him. His face has many identities, a few of them I had the misfortune of discovering. You could say he was of many guises. 
His name is Sol, he took me under his wing without question and showed me a world that inspired me. He saved me from the darkness I was slipping into and showed me light, I was invigorated from my once motionless state.
He soon became a great friend to me, one of the closest I have ever had and despite my earlier post he is a very loving man. He did lie to me and that diminished some of my initial confidence I had in him but his efforts to repair that quickly healed my pain. What did he hide from me?
The skills he had were amazing but the job that accompanied those skills was less then glamorous. He finally explained his reasons for holding back the truth.
A few months quickly passed and our relationship deepened, growing constantly with every touch, hug and chat. Everything was amazing and I felt special, but then he revealed another 'white' lie. He had a lover.
Who was this lover? What secret job did he have? and how had I found myself in the situation I am in today?

   Please feel free to leave me comments and ask questions, I will answer them. Anyway I hope you enjoyed my quick update, there is more to come very soon as I explain the drama hidden behind these questions. It sure won't disappoint. 

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   I find blogging is a peculiar thing. You hear everyone is doing it but feel you should sit out and just watch. As many will know watching becomes boring and you're soon craving a part of the action that you initially wanted to avoid. It's an itch that you have to scratch, just niggling away at you till you finally snap and go for it. I snapped and now I'm here, struggling to do something that many people find natural. Write.

   Writing was never important to me, maybe that's why I never had the initial urge to blog but I've quickly realized that for me, writing is a part of self exploration. I strongly needed to find myself and hoped that this may help me discover the hidden secret behind my life, that little piece of information I needed to feel complete as a person. Why did I need this now?

   Well...

   I'm not your usual young 26 year old, struggling along the career path, trying to make my dreams come true and earn some cash on the side. My dreams had been crushed years ago, so as I matured my life lost a sense of meaning, struggling to fight against those who hurt me and kicked me down. 

   Fortunately five years ago I met a man who would soon change my life. This man made no promises, didn't offer solace or even love but he gave me hope, something I believed would never come. Now, thanks to him I travel the world for a living, it's not your usual job and definitely not what I expected but it pays the bills and keeps me happy.

   Who is this man? What kind of job did he offer me? and why did he lie to me?

   Please feel free to leave me comments and ask questions, I will answer them. Anyway I hope you enjoyed my first blog post, it took me a lot of courage to write this first post about my harrowing past and how I overcame the struggles I faced.

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